He who dwells on past mistakes has nothing better to do
and I fear it might be true
but regret turned my tongue to thousand snakes and
sadness sticks to me like paper flowers to glue
I am imprisoned by my own mind
and although a stone cold cell, you can tell
still my favorite place to hide and wail
the cage of my consciousness always shakes and rattles
I can slither out but what for?
I only fond true meaning in the midst of my battle
I don’t need enemies nor saboteurs
I live underground
no windows, no doors
So loud inside, yet feeling so empty
except for a life
there’s nothing to steal
nothing to envy
a closed closet stuffed with memories
glasses full of despair
never knew what is right, what is fair
for understanding I am thirsty
but who will  dare to show me this mercy
a blank stare instead of expression
my dreams hit the wall forced into surpression
what’s the price of a smile? - eternal faking
I have nothing to give cause they never stopped taking
What an air ride shelter I have created
my peace never was, will never be appreciated
the bombs fall only on the inside
but it’s not the deadly weapons I fear
but more that I’d drown myself in my own tears
the only company I’ve got is my heart that is nearly hollow
I am the only toxic friend in my life
whose sanity might be here now,
but could be gone by tomorrow

 

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